Let's talk about girly stuff, most of us know what I mean. Feelings, periods, changing, boyfriends..
Since 9 months almost I have a boyfriend, he is great but sometimes he is an asshole first class, He can be so bad, annoying and omg I can kill him sometimes, He has his sweet sides too. He would think the same about me thought.
I am the one who is the most jealous, I never had a real relationship with a boy before and he did have many before, So it was all new, he was so sweet. I was so damn shy,
At first I was kinda shy to tell him I loved him but now it is normal to say, I never thought that I would love him as much as I do, It is a little to much maybe.
The first time I've got my period was when I was ten years old, my mom wasn't even home and I was alone with my stepfather. Of course my mom knew it was gonna happen someday soon so she told me what to do when it happened, I was sort of happy because it meant that I was becoming a lady but second, it would mean the cramps, blood and moody days. So yeah, when my mom got home I told her and it was just a period for a day or two, maybe three, It didn't come back for a really long while so my mom thought it was just something else. But when I turned 11, it came back. It came back every month and after that it all changed.. My periods were so worse that my mom put me on a birth control pill, it works for your period pains, too. Now I'm almost 5 ,6 years on that pill and it works better than expected, My period is not that worse anymore, The cramps have not disapeared but they are a lot better than before, and I got protected for pregnancy, I don't wanna end up in the new episodes of teen mom 4 or something,
I am the one who is the most jealous, I never had a real relationship with a boy before and he did have many before, So it was all new, he was so sweet. I was so damn shy,
At first I was kinda shy to tell him I loved him but now it is normal to say, I never thought that I would love him as much as I do, It is a little to much maybe.
The first time I've got my period was when I was ten years old, my mom wasn't even home and I was alone with my stepfather. Of course my mom knew it was gonna happen someday soon so she told me what to do when it happened, I was sort of happy because it meant that I was becoming a lady but second, it would mean the cramps, blood and moody days. So yeah, when my mom got home I told her and it was just a period for a day or two, maybe three, It didn't come back for a really long while so my mom thought it was just something else. But when I turned 11, it came back. It came back every month and after that it all changed.. My periods were so worse that my mom put me on a birth control pill, it works for your period pains, too. Now I'm almost 5 ,6 years on that pill and it works better than expected, My period is not that worse anymore, The cramps have not disapeared but they are a lot better than before, and I got protected for pregnancy, I don't wanna end up in the new episodes of teen mom 4 or something,
When we get older we change and I did too. My stupid braces got off, my hair grew longer and I got a better figure. I love it when I see people become more like an adult. We need to be ready for the future. No one is going to help us trough it, only yourself.
We won't need our mommy and daddy anymore, we can do everything, They thought us the most needed lessons in life it was our job to remember them and do whatever they told us.
Other things than changing into a real woman. Are our feelings. We won't feel things the same anymore, our feelings will get stronger. Everything will change. We will feel sad and happy at the same time, just because we are changing from the child we used to be to an full grown young woman,
Some of us will be thank full for going to be a young lady, others will miss life as a kid,
Personally, I am thank full for both. I enjoyed being a kid but my childhood wasn't how it should be, but I learned from it and I hope to give my kids a childhood and a house that they deserve,
We won't need our mommy and daddy anymore, we can do everything, They thought us the most needed lessons in life it was our job to remember them and do whatever they told us.
Other things than changing into a real woman. Are our feelings. We won't feel things the same anymore, our feelings will get stronger. Everything will change. We will feel sad and happy at the same time, just because we are changing from the child we used to be to an full grown young woman,
Some of us will be thank full for going to be a young lady, others will miss life as a kid,
Personally, I am thank full for both. I enjoyed being a kid but my childhood wasn't how it should be, but I learned from it and I hope to give my kids a childhood and a house that they deserve,
All the love x